Addicted~

Hey hi ^.^
I've been busy & and kinda stressed.
HAHHAHAHAHAH
okay but if you see me at school and stuff you can't tell at all cause I'm still my nonsense and crazy self !
But I'm telling the truth kay!
Like many other people, I too write down all the important dates in my calender/planner.
And when I look at all the exam and project deadlines coming closer and closer, I just get more and more stressed!
The work makes me super cranky and moody lor.
I get annoyed by damn small things/matters.
So I'm having a lot of bad mood days recently and it seems like my friends and  going for track are the things that has been lightening my mood.
I'm enjoying track more and more now. Although my running still kinda sucks >.<
Oh well, as long as I love running it doesn't matter :)
HAHAHHA But despite saying all these things about how I'm stressed, I still feel like I'm still so NUA and lazy... Still not FOCUSED on studying :(((
JazlynChing WHY YOU LIDAT!
HAIYA!
I just want it all to end quickly and then its the HOLIDAYS~~~ HAHAH XD
I want holiday la~~ HOLIDAY LAILAI XD

Kkay, I just wanted to say that I've been addicted to the song FEMALE PRESIDENT by Girl's Day these few days. I just play this song on repeat every where! On my phone, on my computer, while singing in the shower~ HAHAHA XD

Anws, I know that Girl's Day didn't always have this sexy concept, but I really like them having this concept rather than their old cutesy concept. HAHAHHA
I also really liked Girl's Day-Expectation. It was what make go on to find out more information about them in the first place.
I really like Hyeri. She's soooooo pretty. I think I have a girl crush on her man! HAHAHA OMG XD
GIRL WHY YOU SO PRETTY!
That's all that I have to say. HAHAHA

I promise I'll update more once I'm free again (or i might update before that just cause I feel like it)
HAHAHA XP
Just a heads up I think I'll update about:

• my birthday surprise. (I know I'm super late for this. :P Sorry~)
• My cousin's wedding (not much to talk about though, or maybe not >.<)
• My grandparents from Malaysia visiting us? (Maybe, HAHAHA) 
• Fridate with Priya! 
• Some other nonsense I'll think of. HAHAHHAA XD

Let me end off this post with a photo of my Fridate with Priya :)

Bye YA! Thanks for reading :)

"Nobody cared enough to stay"

First off, don't get worried looking at the tittle :)

Its not about me, I'm just want to express my opinions on it.

So, recently my friend told me about this news about this teenager that committed suicide cause he felt that nobody cared enough to stay, but there were quite a people who attended his funeral.

Back when my friend first told me about it, I didn't really think much about it. 

SHOWERS are the best place to think about stuff, so I was thinking about it again while I was showering and I figured that since people cared enough to attend that teenager's funeral, it would mean that there were people who were actually concerned about it. 

Okay, so maybe not all of them, but out of the quite a lot of people, there was bound to be a few that really do care right?

"Nobody cares"

that's what I assume most people often say/feel whenever they feel unloved or ignored.

But the truth is there are people who really do care about us, but sometimes we are just wrapped up by the "I got ignored" and " I feel unloved" feeling and just don't see the people that cares about us.

Then, I thought about why the teenager would feel that way, when at the end of the day we all know that there were people who cared about him? In my opinion, it would be that "nobody" here actually refers to someone or certain people. Meaning that the person/people that he wanted for them to care about him, didn't. And this I feel is often the case for others as well. I know that there might be some cases whereby maybe there really is no one, that I really have no idea what to comment. But ignoring those extreme cases, I'm sure there is at least one person who love and care for us genuinely, be it your parents, siblings, other family members, friends, other half. So, don't just think about the person/people you want for them to care about you, think about those people that already do :)

So, all I'm trying to say is that sometimes we may be too blinded by what we crave for to see what we already have. You may not agree but these are my views on this.

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Thanks for reading!